-Bloo-,
Xenomorph,
11 years ago
"having rebellious individuals and too many unique lone wolf types would just... Break away from the experience in my opinion. "
That's actually exactly what happened. For a while, I was the only one writing with a Giger Drone personality. Then when the new RPG came around, there were suddenly so many "The Joker" Xenos that it just didn't work. I was flattered and all, but it was also sort of aggravating seeing so many people try their hand at it. It made me change my writing style again, but this time for the sake of changing it rather than trying to write better, which was a horrible mistake. ...And then people started using my new style.
It's not like I'm the only one allowed to write in rapist-style or "Oregon Trail"-style, but it just got really messy. I'm actually finding myself going full-circle and writing in the old style just because so many people are now either sex-crazed serial killers or deranged assholes. On one hand, it's messy, but on the other, who am I to say anything? Maybe they're experimenting; I have no right to tell people how to act, otherwise I'd be everything I don't like about Crow's guide.
I guess the topic of gender issues does tie into all of this through our RPG characters' personalities.
Edit: I think the thing about being sex-crazed like the Giger Drone was that, first and foremost, I wrote as a naive child that had great power and the sex drive of a porn star - in other words, as the Giger Drone. If I my character was evil, it was just an after-effect of the whole "rape" thing - same as the Drone.
But with all these new Joker Xenos, they're all evil for the sake of being evil, and they're sick and deranged for no particular reason. I GAVE my old character a reason to be so full of hate - he had a goal and his own way of achieving things, which had character development that I didn't plan on but worked awesomely. And most of all, his method of destruction was through the only way he knew how: by being a Xenomorph. Not a criminal, not an evil mastermind - just a Xenomorph that wanted to become a Queen. And he achieved his goals by being the monster from the films. (Not to toot my own horn or anything.)
Best of all, that version of my character died, so he had... closure, I guess.
EDIT: WAIT... Xenomorphs don't really need a reason to do what they do, they just do it.
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