Namicole,
Xenomorph,
15 years ago
Oh I wanna add my whine! :D
This is in Chronilogical (I just raped that word didn't I?) order.
I was born. And it was fine I guess, and as many of you could have guessed I can't remember early life to well. The time when I really started to remember things was in Second Grade. I don't know what happened, Something in my mom's brain broke and she would just randomelly flare up in rage. Second Grade was probably one of the hardest years of my life, A standerd night consisted off Watching her scream at my dad until he broke into tears, and then laugh as he ran to his room. Then having her yell at Me until I broke out into tears (Which is rather easy seeing as how I'm easy to make cry, and second-grade me was REALLY easy to make cry.) and ran to my room, uas she laughed at me. And seeing as how I don't feel like writing a long rant, Screw Chronglogical Order. immah Just list stuff now.
Mother Abused me.
Went to school full of (If your Latino/Mexican whatever, you might not want to read this if your easilly offended.) Mexicans, who, unfortunately didn't like white people. I be White. So..
Mugged everyday (I learned not to bring anything of value to school.)
Called names everyday
Tried to commit suicide by jumping in front of a car, It swerved and just fucked up my legs a bit >.<
Tried to start cutting, but i'm to much of a pussy to cut, it hurts to bad. So I usually took a knife and stabbed instead of cut, making little bleeding holes.
Tried to slit my throat, but failed.
Snuck up on my dad with a knife, and thought about slitting his throat. (Best part is, I don't have any problem with my dad, I was just so fucked up mentally, I guess I felt the urge to kill him? >.o)
Fell in Love (Yup, You know where THIS is going.)
Had parents cut off all contact with her.
So yeah... o.0