Pred_Killer,
Xenomorph,
15 years ago
I grew up in a poor family, my dad, my real one, constantly abused my mom, like if he didn't like her cooking he would smash the plate on the wall, in arguments he would hit her, scream in her face. Eventually she got a divorce and we lived in run-down crappy apartments most of the time, most of my Mom's boyfriends over the years, were quiet abusive, particularly to me, one even hit me in the face and called me a bitch.
When I was 9 I fell off a 40 foot cliff, landed on my back in water, I almost suffocated, had breathing problems ever since. For the next 5 years or so I tried to make good friends with my close friend Jon, who was like a brother to me, but he decided it would be better if he acted like a spoiled child and break my stuff and bully me, so I ended that friendship, so his mom and my mom, who'd known each other since highschool, have been having problems. On the internet, I don't think I've had one solid community except Halo 2/3 Boards that I could call home because, well, I never really fit in, people didn't like the way I thought, and it got me banned at several forums for the past 2 years, one guy even pissed me off so bad I almost hated myself and contemplated suicide (pathetic I know),
eventually he found out I did have friends, and corrupted them against me, until I had nobody, eventually I did build a site, but it was destroyed by his hacker friends, and those who were still loyal to me eventually turned to his side as well. Then later that year I tried to make friends with this prep named Kyle, everything seemed fine, until he sucker-punched me and gave me a nose bleed, me and my stupid self didn't hold it over the trashcan, so there was blood everywhere, and then we got into a fist fight afterward and he ran off, everyone thought he beat me up during the fight, which is a lie, and always will be, and he gained momentum off of it and spread lies some more to gain popularity.
So I try not to dwindle on the past, and look forward to the future, probably going to become a writer/concept artist one day. And me personally I'm Agnostic/Thiest, pretty much going to let that spot fill itself. But I'm glad you guys were feeling open enough to share this.
Oh and remember, what doesn't kill you makes you stronger...