Ill just post what i posted on FB. I had to put him down today rather than tomorow:
I had to say goodbye to my oldest friend today. Over the past month he's been struggling with cancer, His medication wasn't working and slowly he became more tired and lethargic. So after 10 years and over 3 litters of puppy's i have to say goodbye to Red. After all the problems I've had through my life he would always look at me with the same optimistic eyes. And today i had to look into the optimistic eyes while i watched him slip away. I'd like to say it was easy taking him for his last walk, Or listening to him take his final breath or having him lick my face one last time before his head fell limp in my hands. But after i took a minute alone with him after he was gone all i could do was cry about how sorry i was and about how much I'd miss him.
As i left i took one last look at him and that was it. The end of the road for him. After i dug him out from under a tent when i first got him i would never think that he would be as good a friend as he was. He never knew how strange me or my family were, He just loved us unconditionally. He just wanted to be everyone's friend. That's who he was and that's how he left us, Our friend.
This is one of the few times i will appear in picture
This was the last time he was outside.